Vtuber Chapter 9

Vtuber chapter 9

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9. I Don’t Want to Study 1

A girl was holding her knees in the corner of a dark room.

Only the light of a faint hologram illuminates her face.

She has a desperate look, and her eyes have lost their color.

Only the voice of her heart echoed in this room.

―――.

“…”

The number of her subscribers hardly increases.

There is no response even when She uploads the video.

No matter how hard she tries, it never gets popular.

“...Why?”

She repeats the same question over and over again.

What am I missing?

Is it my appearance? My voice? Or my gaming sense?

I don’t understand.

Am I doing it properly?

Is it the right direction to go?

Is this effort meaningful in the first place?

For every thought that breaks my heart, I bend my knees.“…To me, it’s not suitable.”

Such a dim feeling rushed down as a negative thought, driving me to the edge of giving up.

If no one sees it, what’s the value of this anguish?

“I want to delete my account.”

There is a window for deleting “Inori” deletes from the virtual world in the hologram.

It is the act of admitting that all my efforts have been useless.

“………”

Before I knew it, I was crying.

I know it’s not when I’m crying, but I got hiccups, I can’t stop it.

My shoulders tremble. I don’t want to look forward.

Suddenly, I noticed a remnant of the reason that looked at me from the outside.

The reason that is so small that it disappears asks, “Does crying change anything?”

“Uhhh… Hiks.”

Don’t ask what you understand.

Nothing will change.

Still, my tears don’t stop, so I’m almost crushed.

“It’s already the limit.”

No, my heart is over.

Please wait.

I don’t want to break it yet.

I do not want to give up.

I can hear a voice.

A crying child's voice.

But it was impossible.

“…I’m sorry. Goodbye, “Inori””

And I put my hand on the window–

— Just before I do that, one message arrived.

The sender had the same name as the person I met a few years later.

☆ 彡 ☆ 彡 ☆ 彡 ☆ 彡

“Good morning, Michiyuki.”

“Oh… good morning, Kazuto.”

When I got to school in the morning, Michiyuki was sitting tired.

It’s as if he woke up and had a full marathon, and it looks like he’s about to die.

“You have had a great face since morning. What happened?”

I was worried about Michiyuki’s unusual situation and asked why.

“…No. Yeah, should I speak only to you?”

“?”

He has a tone that the problem that seems to be serious.

I don’t want you to bring too much trouble to me, but if there is no other way out, I will help you.

When I listened, Michiyuki managed to move his mouth with his weak body.

“I’m worried about what I’ll explain, but for the time being, what happened today when I woke up, I ran a full marathon.”

“As expected from my amazing observation eye.”

Isn’t it the right answer?

Let’s try to distribute a detective game next time.

“No, but why did you do that?

“Wait, wait, I’ll explain properly. For now, sit down on your seat.”

Let’s sit down and talk, isn't that right?

I was confused by Michiyuki’s unusual atmosphere, but I decided to sit quietly.

It would be nice if it could help me.

“So?”

“Ah. I confessed to Onso-san.”

“Seriously?”

“Seriously”

Michiyuki is relatively aggressive and the fact that he will make a quick confession to the person he likes has not changed since elementary school days long ago.

So I wasn’t surprised at the statement itself.

I was upset by the part that the other party was Onso-san.

But, that it's weird if he decides to say that to me.

“”–“. (Classmates holding sharp stationery)””

Because all the boys in this class have an extraordinary murderous intention against a riajuu, when someone is making a statement like Michiyuki this time, it is necessary to pay close attention.
His future is depended on whether Onso-san’s reply was ‘Yes or No’. 

When I added it, I chose to be a driver and kept it under the desk.

I can only think that I am talking about this kind of topic is interesting to me, who are just getting rejected by Kitou-san.

“So what did Onso-san say?”

“I love you too-“

Guilty.

“You guys.”

“””DIE YOU RIAJUU BASTARD!!!”””

“What?… Wait, wait, the story isn’t over yet -No, it’s no good doing that with a precision welder! I’m seriously dying, stop it AAAAAA!!”

The boys in our class have an unusual sense of unity in front of such a riajuu.

With the vow of “Riajuu Annihilated” in mind, everyone is dedicating their hearts to the purpose.

In a blink of an eye, his young man's face is thrown away and now, he has a killed man, kind of face.

According to Machida, “I can’t have a girlfriend, and yet you can have one.”, but it resonated in my heart.

“Kazuto, help… Hmm! Look over here!”

I can’t get in touch with a riajuu. That’s because of religious reasons.

“We aren’t that close!! I’m not a riajuu yet!!!”

“What?”

Even I, whose heart was a devil, couldn’t ignore Michiyuki’s last statement.

His confession was successful, but they are not that close.

Michiyuki likes Onso-san, and Onso-san also likes Michiyuki, but they aren’t that close?

It’s hard to believe, but if it’s true. There is still an excuse.

It may be necessary to hear this alone.

“You guys, it’s an interruption. Let’s hear more.”

“…..”

With one voice, the classmates return to their seats.“Kazuto, you have that kind of position.”

“Shut up heretics. Your only defense is your statement.”

“Oh, ooh…”

Don’t look at me like that.

Explain it more quickly.

“…Oh, ok, I see. Yes, it was good that the confession went well. I was happy at that time. However, the problem was after that, and Onso-san said “………Choker.” while he’s giving a choker to me.”

“A choker?”

“Oh, I don’t even understand what it means. I usually understand what Onso-san wants to say, but this time I didn’t understand.”

“Hhhmmm”

“So, I asked her in detail. In conclusion, I thought she was a “love to keep a man in a cage” type of girl.”

“…Oh?”

I didn’t think a confession would lead to award in a cage.

In short, although the two love each other, there is too much discrepancy in their view of love.

Michiyuki wants to have a normal relationship. Onso who wants to kill Michiyuki.

They can’t get along with each other because they can’t give their ‘love’ to each other.

However, from Onso-san's perspective, it is only necessary to confine Michiyuki in a cage.

“………………Good morning.”

Suddenly I notice a voice.

Next to us.

Onso-san was standing there.

I couldn’t even feel her coming.

Had it been LoS, I'll die.

I found a cold sweat on my back.

“Sorry Kazuto, I have to run a marathon until the morning assembly.”

Eh? The marathon is good, but it’s a window -Oh oh! It’s on the 3rd floor here!!!!”

However, Michiyuki threw himself out of the window without hesitation.

It was an excellent move that can be called a familiar movement, and I could not see any fear of falling in his face.

What the hell has happened in the last few days Michiyuki.

“I will not let you go”

“I will not let you go, no doubt Onso-san………Ah, she jumped. I knew it somehow, she will do that too.”

Of course, Onso-san disappeared following Michiyuki.

There should be more than 10m to the ground.

“Well… what should I do?”

I was left alone, but I could only take the wind from the window.

“Good morning, Hoshino-san. What happened?”

“Wow, Kitou-san, I’m surprised. Good morning.”

It seems that Kitou-san, who arrived at the class felt the roaring air in the class and spoke to me.

But when she asked if something happened, I can’t answer because I’m not sure what happened.

“Well, this is a bit difficult to explain…”

“Yes”

At least Michiyuki has succeeded in confessing but couldn’t date, because there is no doubt Onso-san is that kind of person.

“Something ‘Even if you leave it alone, love will find you’ incident.”

-I decided to answer it like that.
“????”

The calm Kitou-san was cute.

After that, when I asked, “Kitou-san, can you jump from that window?”, “What are you saying, it’s impossible right?” She laughed, so I was relieved from the bottom of my heart.

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